sinking

If I am lost for a day; try to find me

But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me

All of the things that I thought were so easy

Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest and June is the light

but this empty bedroom won't make anything right

While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home

Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl who's in love with the world

Stay alive

Calendar Girl who's in love with the world

Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do

And when I awoke I was sure it was true

I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky

And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be

One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea

The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross

And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world

Stay Alive

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world

Stay Alive

January, February, March, April, May

I'm alive

June, July, August, September, October

I'm alive

November, December, you all through the winter,

I'm alive

I'm alive

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Selling post #8

Navy blue maxi dress

Free size

$10

(Fav sweater, bought it in p6 T.T)

Zara Kids sweater

Fits sizes S-M

Still in very very good condition :')

$14

Tank tops

Fits sizes S-M

Not worn before

2 for $10

1 for $6

[PINK ONE WITH BEADS SOLD]

Accessorize Wallet

$10

Chanel-inspired handbag

Bought overseas

Still in v good condition

Strap may be adjusted

Quote your own price

(> $10 pls heh)

Tribal Bag

Hand made in Morocco (by people living on the streets T.T)

I find this quite indie haha

$6

Tag me/text me

FUND THE BROKE haha lotsa luv

Selling post #7
Selling post #6

jet black heart

I will leave this blog after my 1000th post. This is my 925th post.

So.

Hi guys.

I love my girlfriends. They're the best. Not to mention, they're ultra sexy.

x

Will you be my friend?

I mean what the hell

you just scolded your boyfriend for spamming your mother fucking Facebook wall?

Me and Saleh stopped writing on each other's walls since early last year.

I'd die for him to spam my wall.

Appreciate your fucking boyfriend bitch

Fucker

I'm so pissed I can die right now

I AM MOTHER FUCKING TIRED

One more day to survive and it's the weekend already

MY MUM JUST DROPPED SOME GLASS SHIT WHAT THE FUCK

My mum can pms like a 16 year old, mind you

I hate this

I hate feeling tired

I hate being lonely

I hate being sad

Actually I'm not sad I'm just

empty

Why the fuck am I typing in this manner

I wanna cry

God.

I haven't got a Facebook notification in ages

I don't get texts

neither do I get calls

no one writes me letters

people don't really ask if I'm having a hard time

yuck I sound so demanding

and disgusting

yeah that's what I am

that's how my whole goddamned relationship got ruined

cause I am a mother fucking idiot

I am so sad

No

I'm not sad

I'm disgusting.

the edge

you are going to be okay

you are going to study your ass off

you are going to have so much discipline, it hurts

you are going to be happy

you are going to be in love with someone who might not even exist

you are going to live for yourself

you are going to look good with that sincere smile on your face every single day

you are going to stop crying because it's not worth it

you are going to realize that you're an amazing person and you're worth so much

you are going to be fine, that even your body looks so fine

haha ignore the last one. Have a good term ahead you guys! Remember, it's going to be alright. It all starts with you, thinking that it will be alright. God bless x

Just like a star across the sky

Today was great. Tonight was great. Thank you everyone.

And to the boyfriend who didn't show up, fuck you, but you know I don't stay mad at you forever. I love you Saleh, you mad piece of ass. I hate how much you hurt me. But I can't get you off my mind.